Smell is a funny thing

Today I put on deodorant. It was the kind you used to wear but that I didn’t know. Immediately with the first swipe I recognized it and my mind flashed back to close held hugs when everything was ok. When you kept me safe and we were happy. The way your arms felt around my body as I let myself melt into you. The smell of a shirt you’d let me borrow. The cover up when you started to sweat or freshening lock when you stepped out of the shower. I recollect, noticing that I had stopped mid swipe and froze into flashback state. My jaw hung open and my breathes were heavy. I put the deodorant down and walked out of the room, remembering that was long ago.

I love being accused of things I would never ever do. Makes my day

Happiness is…


Then I looked at her mouth and panicked, because I knew I had emptied all my love into it.
Red Dust by Ma Jian

(Source: fortunabuela)

A painting just fell off the wall and hit me directly in the nose. Ouch. #jewproblems

A Head full of Diamonds With Shoes filled of Stone: the first in a while

goldenoise:

Falling asleep to a fiddler outside my window

i lay my head on thick blankets of fortune

where information travels in one ear and sleeps at the other end

Today i cried in your mouth

and i apolgize but my tears were saltier

than the waves i still remember

back when the one boy i loved

kissed…